Someone Unlike You

Adele's song Someone Like You has always struck me as a bit problematic. In case you don't know the song, a woman looks up a man from her past and finally accepts that things are fully over between them. So she says that she is going to look for another man like him.

Well, if she does manage to find someone like him I see one of two things happening: either she will find someone who reminds her of him but doesn't quite live up to his standard or she finds someone like him but better. In the first situation she would be always disappointed in her new guy. And if she is as stuck on the old guy as the song indicates I can't see her really believing the second to be possible. And if by some odd chance she really does find someone exactly like him, well, that would be just plain freaky.

I think she'd be better off looking for somebody radically different to love so any comparisons would be apples and oranges.

Now With No Spoilers!

I've always tried to be careful on here about giving warning whenever I was going to say something potentially spoilerish but today I went a bit beyond by going through all my posts and throwing in a cut-text jump-break thing on all the entries that talk at all about non-scriptural stories. So now you don't have to worry about accidentally reading the spoiler as you scroll down the page to read one of my older posts. You're welcome. And if you're worried about getting scripture stories spoiled for you I'm sorry.

On another note, I saw today that somebody made it to my blog through a Yahoo! search. I wasn't expecting that. I guess I'd thought since I said I didn't want this to show up in Google searches none of the search engines would crawl my blog.

Thoughtless Comments

It's late. I should be asleep. In fact, I want to be asleep. But I stayed up doing the sort of last minute playing around that ends up lasting way longer than expected and then when I was laying in bed a couple memories that have been bothering me occasionally over the past few years came to mind and I feel like I need to write them out.

First
Well, I think it was chronologically second. But I thought of it first tonight and feel like it should be told first for whatever reason.

I'm over at my guy friends' place watching a football game. The camera focuses for a while on a group of cheerleaders and one of the guys says, "Get off the screen. You're ugly."

I say something in response to this - I think sarcastically saying something like that of course the girls should be selected for the squad based on his personal conception of beauty. It wasn't enough, and it was said sort of jokingly, but it was all I could think of to do at the time. Because how do you go about calling out your friend, in front of all his other friends, in the middle of a game that you are really into, on being cruel and completely disrespectful of women when you don't have time to consider what to say?

But the thing is, that little comment was saying, in essence, "Because I do not find you sufficiently attractive, you are of no worth, however great your skills may be."

Also, these girls, to me, looked completely normal. And you know what I see when I look in my mirror? A normal girl. So the message also goes out to me that I am insufficiently attractive to be of value.

Second

I'm at the same place with another girl and two guys. The guy from above may have been one of the two; I have forgotten. Anyway, the two guys are making some unkind remarks about a certain celebrity woman's appearance when the other girl says something like, "And do you guys really not understand why girls are so insecure about their appearance?"

They don't. I say something about how hearing people say that sort of thing can make you wonder what's being said about you behind your back, and one of the guys basically says that they wouldn't say anything like that about us, but the other woman was putting herself out there as a celebrity - an actress, I think she was - and so she was more or less making herself a fair target for such remarks.

I couldn't think of how to respond at the time. But I will try now.

First of all, it's not just wondering what you would actually say, but what you are thinking about me. If you are willing to think about this woman so hypercritically about things she has no real control over, why shouldn't I think you'd apply the same standards to me?

Second, making a career doing something I love, like acting and singing, should not make it permissible for you to treat me with less courtesy than you would the girl next door. Actresses are just as human as college students. Being famous does not turn a person into a piece of meat.

Like I said, these guys were my friends. They wouldn't have been my friends if I believed they really disrespected women. Their day to day actions don't match that. But these little, thoughtless comments they made and then probably forgot about by the next day are still there for me, influencing me enough to keep me up at night years later.

Christmas Links

Last year, I thought it would be nice to have a special Christmassy post up on Christmas day so anybody who found themselves online would have something fitting to read. But I didn't really have a lot of time to plan it out so I just posted links to previous entries on here that seemed to fit the meaning of the holiday. I took it down the next day because it seemed a bit silly to leave a post of links to my other posts laying around.

Then I decided to make a Christmas Link post an annual tradition. But from now on, I will be collecting links to other sites throughout the year and schedule the post to go up early Christmas morning.

Here are this year's offerings. Enjoy.

Stormy
A Gift to the World
10 Free Christmas Songs by MoTab
Rejoice and Be Merry: Nativity Play Music Video
Being a More Christian Christian
1 Free Christmas Song (O Holy Night) by Eclipse
Pay What You Want Christmas Album by Various Artists
First Presidency Devotional Archives

Picking Presidents

Several weeks ago I saw a message board thread titled Americans, who are you voted for President? I debated about whether to read it, as online conflict and vitriol tends to affect my mood in the real world, but for some reason decided to go ahead with it. Luckily it stayed civil throughout. But, anyway, the original poster asked whether Americans chose their president based on who would be best for the country or who would be best for the world. One of the posters responded by saying, "Time and again, people here in the U.S. of A. vote against their own interests, never mind the rest of the world."

Now, that could be a very insightful and accurate comment - after all, it can be hard enough to know what is best for yourself sometimes, let alone the whole nation. But that sort of comment is usually followed by an example - as I think it was in this case - of "After all, we elected Obama" or "We re-elected Bush". Implying, of course, that the commenter does know what would have been best for the nation.

A few years ago I mentioned social scientist John Gottman and his book 7 Principle for Making Marriage Work. At one point in Gottman's book he quotes another book, After the Honeymoon by Dane Wile.

Paul married Alice and Alice gets loud at parties and Paul, who is shy, hates that. But if Paul had married Susan, he and Susan would have gotten into a fight before they even got to the party. That's because Paul is always late and Susan hates to be kept waiting. She would feel taken for granted, which she is very sensitive about. Paul would see her complaining about this as her attempt to dominate him, which he is sensitive about. If Paul had married Gail, they wouldn't have even gone to the party because they would still be upset about an argument they had the day before about Paul's not helping with the housework. To Gail, when Paul does not help, she feels abandoned, which she is sensitive about, and to Paul, Gail's complaining is an attempt at domination, which he is sensitive about.

So, basically what this passage is showing is that whoever you choose to marry, there will be problems. The same with presidents - nobody could be perfect at every aspect of running a country. We see what's wrong with the country now, but how do we know what things would be like if we'd elected Gore or McCain? Of course, I'm not saying that it doesn't matter who we marry or elect. We do need to think carefully about those decisions. But once we make our choice, it's made and for now are stuck with it. If things are really bad we can change, but good reasons for divorce and for ousting a president are not incredibly common.

But electing presidents is very different than choosing who to marry in many ways, one of which is that we have a scheduled time to choose a president again. If did that all the time with marriage it could lead to stress and unhappiness for just about everybody who mattered in our lives. So now we are making the president decision again. And I think that for this election you don't need to think about who we should have picked 4 or 8 or 12 years ago- think in the situation we are in now, and with the knowledge we have now, who do I think is the best choice for the next 4 years?

Testing

I'm conducting a little experiment here to see if a post scheduled for months in the past and then published will show up in my followers' feeds. So, does it? At the top or where it fits chronologically? If you have trouble commenting on this post for whatever reason then just use some other post.

Little Influences

Every so often I find myself saying a word or phrase I never used to use or performing some little task slightly differently than I used to, immediately reminding me of the friend who I picked it up from.

Then yesterday I started wondering: do these same friends pick up little phrases or gestures from me? If so, what?